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July 24th, 2005
Seeing your best friend everyday for a month is the best thing in the world.
Coming home to Buffalo without your best friend kills.
Im a wreck. I am actually crying right now and i dont know why.

The summer was amazing. I met alot of really cool people and I already miss them like crazy. This past week I was just chilling with lizzy and kyle and people at his house. It was good times. It hasnt really hit me that im not there anymore. Im seriously convinced that tomorrow im going to wake up with lizzy and go drive around with kyle some more with absolutely no destination because thats just what we do. I love how carefree the summer is and how we can come home at 7am from a long night at the beach and have everything be perfectly fine. I love how we sleep at kyles and make him wake up at 10 am to sneak home. I love how we lived at dunkin donuts this summer and Ali is totally my best friend. I love how we got stranded every night. "Call the cab!".I love waterfront park at 6 in the morning. I love nathans for car shows and best friends. I love the nautical mile and crazy drunk people. Im in love with summer. Obviously.

I love everyone and everything that has to do with long island. I have been home for one day and Im acting like my life is completely over. I plan on going back in like a week. Hopefully it works out.

I hate how this song makes me wanna cry.
I hate feeling this way <3333333

July 23rd, 2005
I am absolutely in love with this summer and everyone i've spent it with.
Im home. And hating it. This is the worst feeling in the world.

Real Update later on.


June 24th, 2005
I got all my hair chopped off yesterday. I like it alot. I cant wash my hair for 2 days, mmm thats exciting. Last night i hung out with jill and kelly. Fun stuff. I leave tomorrow and im ecsatic. Trip to the hamptons anyone? Yes sir.I have absolutely nothing to say so im not really sure why i bothered updating.

Kim, Where have you been?!

I am going to miss everyone mucho. hearts.

June 21st, 2005
[ mood | excited ]

In four days i am getting on a plane to long island and this makes me more than happy. All thats left of school is my chemistry exam tomorrow and its honestly going to be a complete joke. Theres no hope for me passing and of course I have not studied nor am i going to. I feel like such an ass for not even trying. That whole class this year was just a waste of time because I still dont really know anything. Good thing i dont think i have to pass it, I should probably find out though.

Lizzy is picking me up from the airport on saturday and i cant wait. I lovelovelove her. The beach everyday is going to be amazing. I leave every summer but i dont think i have ever been this excited to get out of here.

My birthday is getting close. Cool. Since its just going to be me and lizerd it will probably consist of Beach, Happy Family and Ashlee Simpson. Typical Us. Possibly a trip to the city. Sweet, Yo.

Although i couldnt wait for school to be over with, I'm gonna miss those girls. AndreAliciaSarahKimMolly.<333


June 5th, 2005
so the nautical festival is basically this weekend,
yet im here in good ol' buffalo, new york.
this breaks my heart a little.

i miss that goddamn island

Emile Hirsch is a really pretty boy.

June 2nd, 2005
[ mood | blah ]

new fall out boy completes me.
I've been listening to Sugar, we're going down nonstop for days.

School isnt bad lately but i am dying for it to be over. Its kinda crazy how fast this year went by. It seems like just the other day i was dreading every minute of it. Im glad that it improved, i dont know what i would have done if this turned out to be another horrible year of highschool. Gym class never ceases to amaze me. I honestly look forward to it every other day. Today we had an douchebag sub. "Im calling Ms. Ross and telling on you!" Alicia, Mole and Kim complete my Day 1's and 3's...and every other day for that matter. Gym shirts are crucial and they must be made ASAP.

Summer is sooooo close. This makes me ecstatic. I miss my best friends, more than ever. Im really excited to get my hair chemically straightened, it will be fun...sorda.

life is good when you forget everything and learn to pretend. and i've become an expert.


May 17th, 2005
Happy Birthday Caitlin!!

You are an amazing girl, i couldnt ask for a better best friend. I have been through so much with you and i honestly dont know what i would do without you in my life. I fucking love you cait.

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This is love.

..i wish i knew how to resize pictures..

April 19th, 2005
darkest hour this weekend? cool.
bear vs. shark may 27th. kimbo! their singer is weird. he smelled like shittttttt yo. its cool, though. he loves when i ignore him.
the blood brothers show is coming up. oh mannnn.♥♥♥
;i adore sin city. gawsh, it was a good movie.
Things are looking up. the closer it gets to summer means the closer i get to moving. i think its going to be really good for me to get out of this place.

;your dancing around the truth

A heart so big it hurts like hell [Sunday
April 17th, 2005
It's been crazy lately. i feel like i havent been myself at all. i dont even know why i am taking this so hard. i just keep thinking that it could have been anyone of us. it has made me question so much and just reiterates the fact that you can never take anything for granted. but i guess everything happens for a reason. the reason for this? who knows..

She met him a week after you left her
when you tossed out her touch to the garbage collector.
He talked her out of her skirt in his beer-soaked apartment
and then they did all the things
you never said that you wanted.
And the sirens are laughing underneath your skull.
And your thoughts are turning dull, callous and cold.
Yesterday you gave your burden a name.
Yesterday you gave your burden a face.
But your burden looks an awful lot like her.

"There's less violence in the world when people are using Hula-Hoops." [Saturday
March 26th, 2005
[ mood | lazy ]

not much has been going on at all lately. school pretty much sucks.
i had a 3 hour detention on wednesday which wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be. black people are my favorite. after it these guys were harassing me for my number. i laughed. the fun of gym has been slacking lately.

Today i got a fortune cookie, cait loved it. "Your love of gardening will take on a new meaning in your life" oh, really?
im going to book my flights to new york soon. i dont think i am going for that long this summer. oh well..
new userpic is hottness. request of caitoyn.
phone calls from the diaper aisle of cvs are my favorite.

i am the worst updater ever.
ps.happy easter<3


March 14th, 2005
[ mood | angry ]

you piss me off.

thats all.


congratulations, i guess your always right; [Saturday
March 12th, 2005
[ mood | excited ]

The MTV $2 bill show was like 4 years ago but i never updated. MCR and the Used played. Had alot of fun. Peeing your pants is not a good thing. Kim really likes to try and take others down with her when she falls. *grabs onto some guys leather jacket strap* LOVES IT!

so yeah..its been a while..
last night was a good time.went to buffalo. we went to eat which is always fun. i danced the whole time. "Go white girl, Go white girl, go!" haha.

We went to see the jacket but before that we sat in the place for like 2 hours and waited. We love the nerd hot boy who works there. Of course it was picture time and the little black girl was trying to get in the pictures..haha,oh boy. i painted kimbos nails while we waited, she loves them.

"He's like..assfucking her"
"I want a MAN, not a boy"
"He was in the pianist" *giggles* Dork!!

Moving on..
I think it should be known that i CANNOT wait until the summer. Im so sick of this weather and i just want to be with my best friends. I need to book my tickets real soon. It's gonna be crazyyy! We wont kill eachother, Cait. I promise. I love you times infinity.

"dear thomas".. i love you lizerd.

Pete is hot.

the end.


February 24th, 2005
[ mood | amused ]

stole this from my lover, cait.
im going to go ahead and answer these questions from when i still lived in long island because i refuse to accept the fact that i no longer do.

You know you're from Long island when...

[x] 1. You live in the shadow of the greatest city in the world, but you almost never go there.

[ ] 2. You've always liked Billy Joel and own several of his albums.

[x] 3. You know someone who went to Chaminade.

[x] 4. You wonder why there is no bridge to Connceticut.

[ ] 5. You've tried to find the Amityville Horror House.

[x] 6. You've cruised on Ocean Parkway.

[x] 7. If you're not from Long Island, Staten Island, or NYC, you're not really from NEW YAWK.

[x]8. You pronounce it Lawn-Guyland.

[ ] 9. If you're from Nassau County, you've been to Safety Town.

[ ] 10. You've played golf at Eisenhower Park...legally or otherwise.

[x] 11. You've been to Tanger Outlets and came home with nothing to show for it.

[x] 12. You curse. A lot.

[x] 13. At some point in your life, you've gone clamming.

[x] 14. Billy Joel said it best: "either you date a rich girl from the North Shore, or a cool girl from the South Shore."

[x] 15. You've said stupid things like "Strong Island" or "Strong Isle."

[x] 16. The Belt Parkway sucks!

[x] 17. Concerts at Jones Beach...the best place in the world to see a show.

[x] 18. You can correctly pronounce places like Commack, Massapequa, Hauppauge, Islip, and Islandia.

[ ] 19. You wonder why there has never been a copyright lawsuit against Marvel in Long Beach.

[x] 20. You've had a seagull crap on your car. (cait!! i will never get over my fear of seagulls)

[x] 21. What's the big deal about the Hamptons?

[ ] 22. You refer to Deer Park Avenue as "DPA,"the avenue" or "the strip."

[ ] 23. You remember all the times that Walt Whitman Mall went on fire.

[x] 24. You were an Islander/Met/Jet fan or a Ranger/Yankee/Giant fan. There was no crossover.

[x] 25. You can order a whole pizza and a soda and people understand.

[x] 26. You're Italian.

[x] 27. You don't go to Manhattan, you go to "the City."

[x] 28. Your car is covered with pollen in the spring and summer.

[ ] 29. Debbie Gibson was your idol when you were young.

[x] 30. The eastern-most part of the Long Island Expressway doesn't scare you at night.

[ ] 31. You know which parts of The Godfather were filmed on Long Island.

[x] 32. You'd pay $9.25 for a movie.

[x] 33. No, you don't want mustard on that burger!

[x] 34. Either your parents or grandparents lived in the city.

[ ] 35. You've been to Mulcahy's on Thanksgiving Eve...the largest ladies night event of the year.

[ ] 36. You remember Roosevelt Field before it had two levels.

[x] 37. How many times can you use the word "like" in a sentence?

[x] 38. Z100, WBLI, KROCK are preset on your car stereo.

[x] 39. Block parties...oh, the memories!

[x] 40. Somehow, you know the OBI is cool, but you've never actually been there.

[ ] 41. You know where at least one strip club is.

[x] 42. Regular gas about $2

[x] 43. No, the SOB does not stand for Son of a Bitch!

[x] 44. The 7-11's are all within half a mile of one another. gotta love 7-11, cait!( our morning buttered rolls)

[x] 45. You wonder why the Seaford-Oyster Bay Expressway begins in Seaford, but ends in Syosset instead of Oyster Bay.

[x] 46. You never realize you have an accent until you leave.

[ ] 47. Is Huntington really that cool?

[x] 48. You're waiting for a bridge to Fire Island.

[x] 49. You don't get scared driving over the Robert Moses bridge.

[x] 50. Whenever you hear Billy Joel's "Scenes From an Italian Restaurant" you try to figure out which places on Long Island he is singing about.

[x] 51. You've seen where Queens changes to Nassau simply on intuition.

[x] 52. You or someone you know has an animal that came from North Shore Animal League.

[x] 53. When people ask you where you're from, you answer Long Island assuming that everyone in the world knows that answer means New York.

[x] 54. You don't realize what little patience you have for people on the road until you get your license.

[x] 55. You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica."

[x] 56. "Hey! How YOU doin!"

[ ] 57. You've stuck your head out the window or sunroof of your car or your friend's car and tried to pick up a guy/girl when stopped at a red light or while stuck in traffic.

[ ] 58. You've gotten lost trying to get to South Shore Mall from the other side of Sunrise Highway.

[ ] 59. The name "Donna Donna" means something to you.

[x] 60. You know someone with a cabana.

[ ] 61. You've purchased a 40, underage, with no problem

[ ] 62. You head to the city or hamptons after the prom.

[ ] 63. You wonder what the deal is with the Commack Motor Inn.

[x] 64. Snapple is an important part of every meal.

[x] 65. You feel like you know Howard Stern.

[ ] 66. You know the exact point of a movie at the Westbury Drive-In before it was torn down.

[ ] 67. When you think of Massapequa, only one name comes to mind: Buttafuoco.

[x] 68. You think your family has connections to the Mafia.

[ ] 69. You've failed your road test in Hicksville, but passed it in Brentwood.

[x] 70. You don't take no crap from no one.

[x] 71. You've driven to Montauk Point and back just for the hell of it.

[ ] 72. You've toilet-papered someone's house at your high school.

[x] 73. When you leave, you forget you're no longer in New York and start cursing like a truck driver...and then wonder why you get strange looks from people.

[x] 74. You or someone you know has worked at Waldbaums. ( waldbaums, <333333)

[x] 75. When you're underage, the places to be are TGI Fridays or Applebees.

[x] 76. Every other car you see is a Camaro or a Firebird, has tinted windows and rims just about as big as the wheel.

[x] 77. You know the location of every mall on the Island.

[x] 78. You've read all 77 of these and youve most likely read this before and didnt mind reading it again cause some of it is so true.

too many memories reading this. ill be back for the summer, girls!
ann- 6th harry potter book out july 16th. you know this means late nights until we finish reading it.<3


January 15th, 2005
[ mood | giddy ]

"Never Trust a Man With a Mustache"

i love kim a whole lot.<3


smile like you mean it.. [Sunday
January 9th, 2005
[ mood | mellow ]

so i have written in hear in forever and everyone is bugging me so here we go...
long island was a good time but im glad to be home.
im in love with cait fagan again. she's pretty much my whole life and she doesnt deserve one bit of the shit she has to deal with. i love you, caitsy.

Its good to be home and seeing kim again. i went to see white noise the other night and it wasnt very good. the girl in front of us definitely had a crush on me, she turned around like every 5 minutes so kim kept pulling her hair with her shoe. we're such little kids.

I've been having so much fun with andrea lately. shes a good one. computers that attack my head, myspace searches all period long, printing gangster pictures, the 'you know your ugly' book.
Larson- "Oh did you borrow santa's clothes?". By far the best thing he has ever said.

me, andrea and kim are going to see head automatica in march no matter what. it shall be funnn.

..yeah, thats probably why i havent updated..boring...


your tactless thoughts let me slip away.. [Tuesday
December 21st, 2004
[ mood | busy ]

kim is going to syracuse tonite and im not sure how i feel about this.
i have never really went to school without her. im not sure i know how to work alone.

went to xtreme wheels on friday. it was good times.Paul!!..do you want to go to mighty with me...ummmm no.

"Take Laurens boyfriend off your folder!"<3333

kim- "mrs.ross, i think i had an accident"
molly did an amazing job attacking the teacher, she made me proud.
pathetic entry...

4 days until im in long island with my bestest friend ever.

andrea and me are so fucking gangster. we have pictures to prove it.



if i act like i own the place its because i do.. [Sunday
December 12th, 2004
[ mood | sleepy ]

most pointless entry ever...

we did some hardcore shopping this weekend.we= kim and me.
friday night we went to some show at the icon. it was actually kinda sad???
i really enjoyed how me and kim try to get tom to laugh everytime he looks up while he's playing.

i have way too many christmas presents to buy. kim got me a ron weasley shirt for christmas and it is way cooler than you.

is it weird that i have been listening to this song on repeat for what seems like days?
no, its not.

i got my christmas tree and i think im going to go decorate it.

i really really like ciwwaf.

i've got 76 inches and 88 keys to get me where i wanna be..
its not enough its not enough its not enough_______


its only you...beautiful... [Wednesday
December 8th, 2004
[ mood | crappy ]

so, honestly i cannot even wait until vacation. i will only be gone for 9 days but thats 9 days with my best friends and in my favorite place. not to mention 9 days out of buffalo.

i miss everything about new york. i miss all the people that dont speak english and i love the dirtyness and i love the noise and the crowdedness.i love the black guys that ask me if they can holler at me. i love the mexican landscapers that honk everytime they drive by. occasionally they will throw in a kiss or a wink. if your lucky. long island is da man.

17 days,girls!

should i pack my scooter?

lizzy is my life.


"..because i can read, you illiterate fuck.." [Sunday
December 5th, 2004
[ mood | tired ]

Last Night was fun.

We beat the system.
"Whats that movie called, Christmas with the Kringles?"

So i think its really funny when the guy who works at the movie theater noticeably hits on you and then wont give your friend their drink and forces them to yank it out of his hand.

"So.. why are you reading that book?"
faggot. put that gum back in your mouth.

we went to media play and laid down and watched a movie on those comfy reclining chairs. we roamed around the store taking pictures of me with random celebrities like jay-z, some guy from star wars and hilary duff.

i ate almost a whole bag of popcorn without using my hands at all after i discovered this talent that i have.
kims amazing eyes spotted a magazine filled with jude and i love it.


cupid is for lovers [Friday
December 3rd, 2004
[ mood | anxious ]

i want to be little again...

remember when we learned the dance to bootyliciious and practiced all the time in caits living room? and we made lizzy be the one that nobody likes while i got to be beyonce and cait got to be kelly.
we were meant to be the other members of destinys child.

and remember when me and cait skipped school to go see josie and the pussycats? and from that day on we learned all the words and performed 50834984 times on caits parents bed.

remember when we taped and then watched the last episode of boy meets world on repeat for days until we knew every single line? and it was still just as funny the 393596th time we saw it.

and remember when the four of us raced our scooters around the block every single day? we made some kind of competition out of it and we each went a different way and when we passed eachother on the next block we just gave eachother these intimidating looks.

and remember when we played 'mcdonalds' on the sidewalk with caits infamous toy cash register that we loved oh so much.

and remember when i miss long island more than anything?


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